Last night was a pretty slow evening for me. I left work late because I had switched schedules with Dan, and I had to cover for Robert. I got home and started right away on my laundry. I had thought Noe was coming over early so I was trying to get it all done before he showed up. I had forgotten that he works out every day and wouldn’t be over until around 8:45.
I ended up spending a lot of time on the phone while I did laundry and watched TV. I talked with Jorge for a long time. He’s being all kinds of weird. He called to tell me that he missed my family and to see if I would take him out to their house with me next time I went to visit.
I told him that I was not so sure about that, and then he asked if he could go visit them on his own. I had to deny him. This is just weird. Why does he want to visit my family. Granted, we were together for four years, but it’s already been three years since we broke up and he hasn’t hung out with them since then. He’s just weird and maybe if I put it off, he’ll forget about it.
Plus, I don’t know if I’m willing to spend that much time with him. It’s an hour drive to my parent’s house, and I usually stay a few hours when I’m down there, so we’re talking about at least a four hour commitment of time with him. I don’t know if I can do that. I might end up stabbing him.
I told Noe about it and he wasn’t too thrilled about the idea. He doesn’t know me, or Jorge, well enough yet to understand that nothing would EVER happen again between us. I think I’m just going to tell Jorge that I’m not comfortable with the idea. My parents are used to me being without him and I think it would just be too weird to bring him back to visit.
Noe came over around 9 and we watched CSI: Miami and chatted for a while, then it was bed time. I didn’t sleep well, and I couldn’t stay asleep. I kept waking up, and I wasn’t tired either. Today I have a ton of work to do, and I guess I should get started.
